Howard cannot imagine them ever b e i n g separated, as bad as their marriage has gotten, Maria is still his wife, and he still l o v e s her, marriages can be worked on, giving up was never an option especially not in this day and age. NO IT WAS NOT ACCEPTABLE and Howard was a very proud man who would not e v e n consider it and yet if she ever left him would he be able to stop her?. It’s been f a r too long and he knows he has no one to blame but himself, because he had spent so long chasing after other women, for one night stands, women he had no emotional c o n n e c t i o n to whatsoever when he already had Maria at home, a woman he loved, who he was still very much attracted to. What kind of logic did he have for reasoning? As her fingers brush through his white hair, he makes the softest of sounds, brown eyes coming to a close as lips press to her neck, leaving little marks before his lips are captured in another deep and hungry kiss and god is he grateful that Anthony is at a friends tonight.The sounds Maria make are like music to his e a r s and Howard cannot get enough of them, ❝You are so beautiful❞ he feels as if the w o r d s do not do her justice, even when whispered as a truth, which it was, Maria only got more beautiful with a g e , like a fine wine and yet he felt the words did nothing to d e s c r i b e her beauty. She’s close, he can tell with the way her legs shake, the sounds she makes, her b r e a t h i n g which much matches his and he’s not sure he can last all that much l o n g e r either, it’s been so long since the pair of them have been intimate like this in a while and he’s overcome with emotion. There is time for making love later, this is hungry and n e e d y and desperate and Howard doesn’t regret any of it, especially when Maria pulls him into another kiss, which is almost violent.
maria can tell that he’s trying to make up for years of being unfaithful, of neglect, for the past few months as well, and while she forgives him without a second thought, maria will not forget. to do so would be foolish, and she’s lived most of her life as howard’s fool; no more. but as their bodies mesh with one another’s, the two of them consuming each other, maria will only kiss him more sloppily and desperately. she craves to be with him in this way at this point in their marriage, for though they love each other deeply, they do not have much else going for them aside from that and… this. their physical love and emotional love is what keeps them together. so as his compliment is spoken, his hips thrusting into hers repeatedly and almost shakily now, maria knows they’re both close to climax, and she wants nothing more than to reach it with him. they’re connected on a far deeper level than just physical, always have been, for what other woman can say they’ve tamed the howard stark? even if she’s loosened her hold on him as of late ( given his multiple affairs ), he’s still loyal to her in other ways, even if she’d prefer it to be in every way. ❛ h-howard…! i a-am so close… ❜ is her warning as she verges on release, walls spasming around his girth as he continues to slide in and out of her, her back hitting the wall repeatedly as digits tangle wildly in his hair and mouth devours his own. she intends on making this interaction worth their while, but it’s also done out of selfish reasons: a part of her hopes that this will convince him to remain faithful to her. that he’ll realize he doesn’t need the others. but at the end of the day, she knows it’s silly to hope for something like that.