M A R I A   S T A R K
mother & wife
canon divergent
indie marvel rp
multi-verse/ship

semi-private & selective brought to life by
manon

established 2013
rebooted 9/2014, 8/30/15 & 4/1/16



other blog:
ELIZABETH MARCH
theme by MARIE.


4 yrs as maria, 6 yrs on tumblr.
*birds at top of theme are links!*
C

instinctiveliar:

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     HOWARD HAD BEEN AFRAID TO HOLD HIM, at first it had been because he didn’t want to drop him, but o v e r time it had perhaps been because he knew if he did, it would be harder to distance himself emotionally. NOT WANTING TO PRESENT WEAKNESS, not even to his family but now as he holds his son, he r e a l i z e s just how bad of a father he has been.  ❝Anthony, i haven’t been around recently….but i want you to know that it’s not your fault okay?❞ a s t e a d y i n g breath. IT TAKES A LOT OUT OF HOWARD, TO BE THIS HONEST.  ❝That is going to change….i will be here again tomorrow, and the next day, i won’t be staying here but…i will be coming round each day…you don’t need to be afraid of me anymore Anthony..❞ Anthony looks at him for a few moments before repeating ‘ Hello Daddy’ and Howard laughs, ignoring the way his brown eyes well up with tears he won’t spill. He see’s Maria tear up but doesn’t point it up he simply places Anthony back down.  ❝I think your Momma needs a hug.❞

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          her gaze falls as howard begins speaking to their son, emotions running on high now as she still tries to hod back the majority of her tears. he’s a good man, for that’s why maria married him to begin with, and seeing this side of him now is almost too much. after all they’ve been through, after all of the fighting, maybe he’ll fix it now. fix himself. when tony repeats himself, though, she chuckles softly and lifts her head, a few more tears falling as her gaze catches howard’s and the man is urging their son to hug his mother. he practically runs to her, throwing his short arms around her neck as she then pulls him into her lap to hold him tightly. squeezing her eyes closed, she gives a gentle squeeze, but soon after, mister jarvis is entering the room to remind them that it’s tony’s nap time. she’s sad to let him go, but kisses the top of his head before telling him to give his father a hug and then to go with edwin. he does as he’s told, hugging his father’s leg before jumping into edwin’s arms and being brought upstairs to his room. this leaves howard and maria alone together, her gaze falling once more to her hands in her lap.   ❛ you don’t have to stay while he naps. you can come back later, if you’d like. ❜   but she wants him to stay… is that so bad?