M A R I A   S T A R K
mother & wife
canon divergent
indie marvel rp
multi-verse/ship

semi-private & selective brought to life by
manon

established 2013
rebooted 9/2014, 8/30/15 & 4/1/16



other blog:
ELIZABETH MARCH
theme by MARIE.


4 yrs as maria, 6 yrs on tumblr.
*birds at top of theme are links!*
C

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                                  his  lips  purse  as  she  flinches.         he  doesn’t  know  how  to  help  aside  from  providing  her  with  the  RESPECT  she  did  not  receive  from  howard.            he  sighs,         moving  a  hand  to  gently  take  one  of  hers.         ❛      MUTUAL  RESPECT,     i  believe.          she  is  my  EQUAL.      ❜          he  knows  he  can’t  make  howard  see maria  that  way  —–  in  TRUTH,      it  was  a  rather  progressive  idea  for  the  times.          but,        ana  had  always  been  his  equal  in  every  way.            it  was  what  drew  him  to  her  in  the  first  place.                 ❛         maria,        have  you  ever  considered  leaving  ?        ❜           it  was  not  his  PLACE  to  even  put  such  an  idea  into  her  mind.         surely  howard  would  get  WORSE  without  her  there,          but  that  did  not  matter  now.         not  when  she  was  the  one  getting  hurt

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          maria does not pull her hand away when mister jarvis takes it in his own, for it’s comfort and reassurance she craves now, and howard will not be giving it to her. but after the man has answered her question, he’ll pose his own, and maria feels herself freeze completely, even holding her breath. no, she’s never considered that. lifting her head, she shakes it almost frantically.   ❛ i could not do that, mister jarvis. ❜   she needs to explain her reasoning, but there is never an excuse for the abuse she endures.   ❛ he is all i have known. he was one of the first people to help me when i came to this country, and he is the first man to ever say he loves me. ❜   aside from her father, of course, but it is not him that they are speaking of.   ❛ we are trying for a child… ❜   again, but maria won’t add that. this will be the third time they’re trying, for the first two children had been lost, and it’s something maria blames herself for everyday still.   ❛ it will make things better. i know it will. this time will work. ❜   who is she trying to convince by saying that? azure hues search mister jarvis’ features frantically, as if begging him to understand. the ice feels rather good against her skin now, but she’s still in pain, both physically and emotionally.